You’ve Been Programmed

“I feel stuck”. I hear this a lot. There are many common reasons why you may feel stuck. It is mostly due to the fact that human beings are very much like animals (though we think we are not). We can be trained just like an animal can. We are trained to follow certain orders of society and this is where the feeling of stuck usually stems from. We are told to go to school, get a job, get married, have babies and die. That is the typical life for most of us. It is a box, or for some it’s a cage that we have wandered into and now we are trapped.

I have great news for you. You can turn all of this around just by simply changing your mind. The concept of changing the mind is easy. The execution is not as easy. The only thing that can help ease the execution is knowledge of self. Think about when a salesman approaches you to switch cell phone providers. You don’t want to change. You’ve been with the same company for years. Why change? But then the salesman says “ Did you know that xyz has an unlimited data plan”? Well…. did you know that? No. Maybe, now your mind can be changed. Knowledge does that.

So let’s talk about the 3 reasons you’re stuck and what you can do to breakthrough it.

Number 1: You’re Unaware That You Are Doing Magic

When you develop a daily routine, you are doing magic. Repetition is the magic behind manifestation. Making something appear externally that was internal can happen by way of repetition. It is no different than making a muscle form on the human body. If you repeatedly curl your arm in a particular manner, you will eventually cause a muscle to form. You will see definition and curves in the place where you performed the repetition. The muscle will eventually “freeze” or become stuck. It will become hard. The hardness is an indication that you have been focused on one thing and that you have done something consistently. Being consistent suggest that you have faith in what you are doing. It also suggest that you are in agreement with it. If you were not, why on earth would you continue to do it over and over again?

If this happens within the body, then it also happens in the mind. “As above, so below”. You do magic by building a muscles through your habits and rituals. You are doing a daily ritual and building a muscle when you wake up at the same time every day, take a shower, brush your teeth, get in the car (or bus), go to work, come home, cook dinner, watch TV, scroll social media, fall asleep and then get up and do it all over again the next day. Even if you are not going to a “job” every day it is very likely that you have a ritual. Ritual’s can be good for you. But the question you must ask yourself is “Am I doing this ritual because I am avoiding risk”?

Avoiding Risk

Do you only take a particular route to work because you are avoiding the risk of being late? Are you programmed to go to bed at a certain time because you are avoiding the risk of waking up late? How about your meals?  Eating the the same food all the time can get quite boring too. But maybe you don’t want to risk screwing up dinner? Avoiding risk is common, but you must have balance. If you are ALWAYS avoiding risk then you will live the most boring life ever. And you will eventually find yourself stuck in a routine.

You are magically training your brain to avoid risk. We as humans, are pretty hard wired to do this. There is nothing abnormal about avoiding risk. Risk assumes that there is danger.  But are you confident that you know what danger actually is? Having a metaphysical understanding of danger can help you get unstuck. This is where knowledge of self can assist you.

There is really only one true danger. All perceived danger is an illusion. Pretty much everything that triggers a fear within our psyche is based on ideas that we make up. Meaning that we spend a lot of time being in fear about something that has not actually happened. Even the concept of death is a perceived danger because we are immortal beings. Once you have accepted that you are immortal then there is not much danger or risk left. A closer look at the etymology of danger will help give you insight on what true danger is.

What is danger?

The word danger comes from “Old French dangier “power, power to harm, mastery, authority, control”. It also means jurisdiction. What this tells us is, the only real danger that exist is when we allow others to have mastery and control over our subconscious mind. Hidden in the word danger is the sound “ngr”. “NGR” is actually referring to the darkness or blackness of the subconscious.

Imagine that someone planted an idea in your mind and it became so deeply rooted that you actually came to believe that it is too much risk to take a different route to work. A magician has the power to plant seeds in the mind to the point where you believe that these are your thoughts.  But are they? Are you sure? Perhaps you adopted these thoughts to be principles and manifest as rituals and now you are stuck. There you are taking the same 8 roads to get back and forth to work because you don’t want to risk being late for work. You may only only believe these ideas because you have yet to learn to perform magic on yourself. That is what is dangerous!  What is dangerous and risky is living a life full of someone else’s thoughts. That is what you should be scared of!

How To Be Your Own Magician

Old ideas can be very difficult to uproot. They are like gigantic trees that you have been watering all of your life. It has become a habit, a custom and a ritual to water this tree (idea) everyday. If you are complaining while watering the tree then you are only making it stronger. So what should you do?

I am not suggesting that you start taking different routes to work and showing up late everyday…. then again maybe you should. What I am suggesting is that you perform intentional rituals on yourself. Build a new muscle by doing something different. This may hurt a little bit. But it is the beginning of you getting unstuck. Cook a different type of food. Instead of scrolling social media for hours, do something different like color in a coloring book.

Here is a demonstration of how I knew that I was totally ready to change the ritual and get unstuck. When I was no longer in fear of what would happen if I stayed up until 2am doing what I love to do and risked strolling into work 2 hours late! Yikes! I was supposed to be there at 8am but there I was walking in at 10:30am and not giving a damn about it. Ok. Maybe you don’t want to go this far… but I think you get my point. Everything is illusion except for the risk of your mind being controlled.

Number 2: You’re Afraid To Do Things Alone

Many times we are stuck in these rituals because we are avoiding doing something alone. We want to do something different. We want to travel. We want to go to the beach. We want to go to a comedy show. But we never go because we are scared to do it alone. Some of us are even scared to live alone. On a much deeper level, many of us are scared to be alone…. as in single. The thought of solitude actually scares the crap out of most people . This is usually because we are concerned about how it looks to others. We think people are going to look at us with disgust and say “Ewwww that lady (or guy) is alone at a concert. What a loser in life?” The fear of being alone is why we stay in unhealthy relationships. Being single may appear that we are unwanted. We stay stuck and repeated the same things daily because we are afraid to be alone.

Why Do You Care?

Let me ask you this. What do you think when you see people out alone at an event? Do you think they’re a loser? Why do you even care? It really does not matter what other people think. It only matters what you think. This is why you must assess why you think how you think. Because how you think and judge situations is a direct reflection of how you think about yourself.

If you are stuck and your life has gotten to the point where you are not actually living and enjoying life due to being afraid of what other people may think then you are in danger!

You are living your life according to what other people may think. And do you want to know what’s so crazy about that? You are making it all up. Because you do not know for certain what other’s may think, you write their script into your story. You have assigned them parts in your imaginary play. With that said, you are actually exposing what YOU think. Remember, these are YOUR thoughts that YOU are making up.

Take this moment to self reflect and ask yourself why are you afraid of doing things alone. After you have faced yourself, and became totally honest with yourself, come back and read the rest. I am going to tell you how to change your mentality regarding doing things alone.

You Are Never Alone

Metaphysically, you are never alone. You have millions of cells (souls) within your body. They communicate with you every day all day. They feed you thoughts and you feed them thoughts. These cells (souls) are your ancestors. I call them your “answer stars”. Meaning that, they are the stars that exist in the heavens of the mind and soul. They have all the answers. You are one with the entire infinite intelligence of the cosmos. If you take the time to cultivate a relationship with your own soul then you will find out that you are not alone. Speak to the universe and it will speak back to you. Some people call this prayer.

One of the messages that I was given in a dream right before I kicked off  Self Realization of a Goddess  3 years ago year was this: “Everything you’re about to do, you must do it alone”. I rolled this message around in my head so much until finally one day I had a “aha” moment. I was being told that I had to totally rely on the source within. The source of creative energy which comes from the cosmos is my only true help. Therefore, it may appear that I am doing it alone, but I knew that I was not. I knew that I was being told not to rely on anything external. To do it alone is to do all things with the power of universal law or “God”. Because with God all things are possible. (Matthew 19:26)

With that said, remember that you are never alone. You have an entire army of cells/souls/anceSTARS within you that are ready and able to help get you unstuck. You are full of creative energy. This IS your help.

Number 3: You’ve Bonded Yourself Into A Mental Contract.

This is a subject that I teach during the Self Realization course. Specifically, in the The Magic Of Words class, I teach HOW words cast spells. It is commonly known and accepted that words have the power of spell casting but do we ever consider that we are casting spells upon ourselves? Remember, you are a magician and you haven’t perfected your craft. Thus, you are casting spells all the time without realizing it. That is why  Self Realization is so crucial.

When you tell yourself the same stories over and over again you are creating  a bondage to that story stronger and stronger. Through that bondage, a contract is formed within your own mind. You are the one that is making the story stick which leads to you being stuck. You have convinced your self (your cells) that there is no other way to do “this”.

Remember that the cells within the body are full of creative thought, but if you have created a contract within your mind that says you cannot do A,B, or C then the cells will honor your contract and now you cannot do A,B, or C. You are the chief commander over your cells. Therefore, you have now blocked your own creative energy from flowing with the contract or spell you have cast upon yourself.

The subconscious is very powerful and all knowing. It’s job is to constantly call forth or lured reflections to you so that you may see and correct yourself if you are out of alignment with your true thoughts. If you keep telling yourself that you are stuck and you keep repeating all of the things that you cannot do, then the universe will repeatedly show you the story that you are telling yourself.

Everything you say to yourself is recorded and bound to a contract or a book. It’s the story of you. Think about this. When someone gets arrested it is said that they got “booked”. You get booked because the sentences that you are writing in your mind. Your mind is like an invisible type writer. Consider that the etymology of the word type means to impress. Therefore, as you speak to yourself, you impress these ideas into subconscious mind. If you consistently do this, they will eventually get stuck. This results in you being stuck.

Once again, the answer is changing your mind. Change your narrative. A narrative is the manner in which you “narrate to Eve”. Eve, being the subconscious. The word narrate has the sound of the word “inner” at the front of it letting you know that the narration is occurring on the inside.

So here is how you can change the story. Write a new story. Yes, literally write a new script for your life. Your new script should be full of amazing ideas but also things that you can do NOW. Your new script should be limitless and boundless. You should start with writing down things that you can do that are not on the daily routine. Remember that many of these things you should do alone. You are going to think (feel), write and DO. This process equates to the connection between the spirit, soul, and the body. Doing these three things will touch each part of your existence. Do this until you have accepted that the only danger that exist is the danger of someone else having jurisdiction over your mind. Do it until you accept that you are not alone. (I can’t promise that this one will be easy). And do it until you start seeing pieces of what you wrote show up in your life.

If you need help writing a new script that will motivate you to get unstuck, I offer this service as a one on one session. I can help you build a contract with yourself that holds you accountable and keeps you in alignment with your higher self.

In the meantime, get started and get yourself unstuck.

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5 Ancestral Healing Techniques Using Akashic Records

This article will cover what akashic records are and 5 ways they can assist in your ancestral healing techniques.

Keep reading if you’ve been researching ancestral healing techniques and akashic records but you keep coming across the same vague information over and over again.

I guarantee that I will explain it in a way that is easy to understand but also very  unique. Some of the following techniques of ancestral healing might seem obvious to you but what makes them unique is the incorporation of akashic record reading. 

Before we get started, allow me to quickly address what makes me qualified to speak on this subject of ancestral healing and akashic record reading.

  •  I am Ordained Metaphysician, graduate and member of the International Metaphysical Ministry.
  • I have been teaching & counseling in the field of metaphysical healing for 8 years.
  • I am also an akashic record reader through names, words, letters, and numbers for the past 8 years and have done hundreds of readings.

In case you’ve unaware, a metaphysician specializes in knowledge of the universe.  I provide mental tools and exercises that will help you look deeper into yourself in order to awaken the true self, heal yourself, and change genetic patterns.

One of our key roles as a metaphysician is to use knowledge of universal principles to guide in the healing of others, especially using the tools of self reflection and Self Realization.


Akasha, also written as akasa is a Sanskrit word which means sky, ether, or space, According to, akasha is described as the fifth great element having the specific property of sound.

Having the property of sound explains why one would also call it a realm of records. Sound is simply vibrations. Thus, one could describe akashic records as a fifth dimension or plane of the heavens (etheric sky), where all and every vibration exist. 

The Woman’s Dictionary of Symbols & Sacred Objects describes a star as “the soul of the dead, newly provided with ‘astral’ (starry) bodies made of that mysterious nonexistent star stuff called ether, The Greeks fifth element”.

This confirms that we are made up of that etheric, fifth element, star stuff. What we call “ancestral” lineage is astral lineage. 

Where Are The Akashic Records?

This plane of the heavens is not anywhere in “outer space”. Everything that has ever occurred, whether it be a thought, an emotion or physical experience is stored in the heavens aka the etheric plane. This plane exist within all things living. 

The Bible talks a lot about heaven and the Kingdom Of God. It also tells us where this Kingdom is, “Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.” Luke 17:21.

Therefore, in order to access this sky, we need not go far. Look at the word sky. It is also the word syk or psyche, meaning the mind. We only go into the inner space, the darkness, the silence within the forest of the mind.

This astral or astrological realm is made up of the word of God, which is also the records of all things. 

In the Self Realization of a Goddess online course, the akashic records are described as God’s eternal memory bank. Because the word akasha also has the word KASH (cash) in it, it is secretly telling us that true money exist within the remembrance of your divinity. 

Furthernore, all historical records are always found in the center. Even  in the 3D realm, this concept is illustrated. Usually all vital record offices, property transfers, and contracts concerning business affairs are found and stored in the center of the city.

Most cities call this place “City Hall”. Anywhere where there is an an abundance of records and/or books, there beholds a metaphor for akashic record storage. Family history and the practices that have been taught and passed down from generation to generation are found within the akashic records. 

The center of the city represents the center of the heart or the nucleus of the cells. Akashic record activations has to occur with the heart.

Something has to be seen, felt, heard or triggered in ordered to spark a change, awaken a new strand of dormant DNA, and start thinking different

The Akashic Records & The Holy Bible 

The akashic records are an eternal and immortal memory bank. It might also be described as a computer database holding all universal intelligence. It is the energy which never dies.

It holds the past, present and future of anything and everything that has ever been thought, felt, imagined or experienced.

The book, “The Aquarian Gospel of Jesus, calls it “The imperishable records of life”. It is also the domain of all Supreme Intelligence. 

In the book,”Edgar Cayce on the Akashic Records, it is described as a “hall of records” and “God’s Book of Remembrance”. Once again, it is a memory bank of the all. 

The Bible itself has given us a form of akashic records by telling us about heaven. The Bible is also called the HOLY bible because the word holy not only means sacred.

It is also describing the symbol of a circle or a hole. It is secretly showing us that this a story which goes around and comes back again….. over and over again. When stories or thoughts or emotions come back, that is remembrance.

The Holy Bible is an akashic record book. 

What Is Ancestral Healing? 

By now, you may be wondering what about your ancestral healing, your family tree, and your ancestral lineage. All of your memories from every incarnation, as well as your family is part of the history or within the hisTORAHcal (historical) records of the akasha.

As already explained, the bible, which is made up of the Torah is also an akashic record book about family lineages, bloodlines and their challenges.

The key to ancestral healing is reprogramming one’s DNA. In very simple terms, healing is a matter of changing one’s mind and one’s belief system to be in alignment with their own divinity.

The entire bible is about the  changing of one’s mind. It tells the story of an old testament to a new testament. The word testament itself is ultimately about one’s state of mind.

Please do not confuse this with practicing a religion. It is not. It is a metaphysical concept that we can reprogram ourselves and reincarnate our soul by learning new ideas and applying them to our lives on daily basis.

Read more about the connection between the bible and metaphysics here: Is Metaphysical Christianity New Age BS?

What Are The Benefits Of Ancestral healing?

There is a theory that when one person heals, they heal 7 generations ahead of them. I can accept the validity in that even based on the science of the womb.

In the Self Realization Course & Book, it is explained that a mother’s vibration not only impresses upon the current child but also the multitudes of eggs within the unborn child. This is proof that when someone, especially a woman, changes her vibration, she also can shift the vibration of an entire generation.

 When we do not heal or remember our true divine self, the lessons return over and over again. We continue to remember the pain, trauma and unpleasant experiences. We continue to recycle the memory.

But when an individual takes the initiative to learn or unlearn something that is on repeat in their DNA, they have the potential to heal many generations in the bloodline.

Outside of healing multiple generations at one time, there is also the benefit of remembering one’s divine assignment an spiritual gifts that may be used to help uplift and heal others.

Finally, There is the benefit of mental freedom, peace of mind and activation of intentional creative energy.


An akashic record reading is usually performed by someone who is highly intuitive and has a form of energetic reading abilities. They would usually have a team of spirit guides help them “see” energy about one’s soul or memory bank.

I would not say that it’s exactly the same as reading a past life or seeing the future. It is moreso about picking up on energy that needs to be healed or reprogrammed in this life because of something from a past life. Or it may need to be altered due to something that needs to occur for a future event. 

An akashic record reader might “open the akashic records” by reciting a particular prayer which ask permission to be able to “see” the records along with the permission of the person who is requesting the reading. 

Sometimes a reader will also ask for family members and loved ones of the client to assist them in “seeing” what needs to be brought to the surface for healing. A reading can include asking the records questions, and allowing intuition in guiding us in our hearing from within.

An akashic reader may also use a form a meditation to help guide a client into a relaxed state, say a prayer, ask to open the records and then proceed to ask questions and allow the answers to flow in.

This is allowing energetic and intellectual intuition to flow between the reader and the client. Meaning, they are using each other’s energy to read the records. When working in the records, we have agreed to go into the space of oneness.

Therefore, if a thought is expressed and the feeling behind the thought is felt on both ends, this serves as confirmation for the reading. The feeling can be in any of the major chakra centers withing the body, but especially the heart. 

I am Ordained Metaphysician, and I also am an Akashic Record Reader. Although, for a quite a while I never called it that. I called it word magic.

I am able to see the esoteric meaning in words, names, shapes, letters and numbers. I also have the gift of hearing aka clairaudience. The energy that I am picking up is through the tone of sounds and vibrations within the words.

Through studying metaphysics and universal principles, I have learned that words are memory and also money.

In my early years of teaching metaphysics, I wrote the book, Exposing The Mystery Within Your Names. Within it, I explain the connection between reading our life as it unfolds (akashic records), and being able to see the connection to the past and the future.

One can see many stories all within a name. This is how I read the records.

Through my gift, I was able to figure out why I manifested the experiences I did as well as learning about my own divine purpose in this life. I was also able to gather an abundance of universal laws and principles simply by reading the records around me.

Because I know that everything in this seen realm is all manifested energy and memory of the ONE creation story, I read EVERY THING like an akashic reading.

When I look at words, names, shapes and letters I do not see the mundane and surface aspect of it. I see God’s story. Akashic records is your divine guidance if you are open to receive it. 

I have used this gift to read hundred’s of akashic records within peoples names and birthdates. You can book a reading here:


Scripture number five

It is James 312. And Jesus is asking, can a fig tree bear olives? And can a grapevine bear figs? Now what he’s asking is, can you produce something that’s not of you? Can you produce something that’s not like you? Can you produce something that’s not related to you? No! everything that you’re manifesting had to come from you. That is what the scripture is talking about. It’s talking about the law of manifestation, which is pretty much the same as the law of attraction. Okay, you cannot bear things in your life and have experiences in your life that did not come from you.

Scripture number six

I want to read this one verbatim because this is a very popular scripture. And it’s Matthew 7:2 says “for in the same way you judge others you will be judged. And with the measure you use, it will be measured to you”. Now, this scripture is always thrown around, because it’s talking about how we shouldn’t judge people. But what it’s talking about, as far as how it relates to the law of attraction and the law of manifestation and creating your reality is the things that you judge and measure. The universe is also going to create that experience for you because you’re judging it.

Think of it like this, whatever it is that you’re measuring, where did you get the ruler from? Where did you get the measuring stick from? What are you using to measure or judge the thing that you’re measuring? Because you really can only use your own experiences, to measure and judge things. So that’s the reason why your judgment still points back to you. Even if you had just an opinion about something, where did your opinion come from? You’re still using your method of measuring and judging things based on your own opinion. So that’s the reason why the judgment still comes back to you. 

Scripture number seven



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